My space!!!!

My family is used to it that I am a little eccentric in my thoughts but somehow my latest concept came to them as a big shocker. Hearing it, my bro told dad that getting me married is gonna be more difficult than his M.Tech gold medal.

It all started about one's space. From high school I've always had my own room and slept alone. I’m more particular about my bathroom. I simply cant stand one thats wet or used by another person, especially when its mine. Never been in a hostel either. Hence my statement was that though I shall have a family I would always have a bedroom and a bathroom thats all mine. “Restricted Access Only”. This does not mean that I am an introvert or secretive. I’m as lovable and friendly as a little pup.

I believe that experiencing life’s beauty is complete only when shared with someone who is the beauty of your life. If so then why is the fundamental element that we see in most marriages gonna be missing in mine? We are highly driven by emotions and react to them by the perception of the mind. Also there is extensive energy between a couple that attracts and repels. There has to be space in any relationship simply for movement with freedom. If we are glued to each other, value is lost and we tend to take each other for granted.

I am a messy person and I love the mess I make in my room. Its my mess and I am entirely responsible. In it, I identify a part of me. There are times, when I have discovered art in the collage of my strewn clothes and admired it till mom hollers from behind. But in the future I could never force someone else to put up with it, don’t need another mom behind me to clean it up or simply add on to this mess. My room converts easily to a studio where I paint jus anything I can get hold of or a dance floor. While reading a book snuggled in the corner, the author reaches out to me and creates a special bond thats not to be disturbed.

The feeling I share with a partner in the privacy of a bedroom is the same as in a crowded party. It’s the mind that connects beyond the body.

Whats your say on this?